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The Ideal tag

So I'm going on another rambler today,  I was in class the other day and we are learning about self concept and self image and stuff like that (I know depressing right) I have to say I got pretty down when we was doing this because I know for a fact none of this will actually happen. 

But I think we should call this 'The Ideal Tag'

Ideal holiday

Somewhere hot,white sands blue sea and it has to be really quiet with little beach huts in the middle of an island..

Ideal house

5 BedRoom a fairly big kitchen,living room and bathroom

I would love a big indoor swimming pool

And a secret games room/cinema in the basement 

Ideal self (what you want to look like)

Tall (not too tall)

Curvy/Toned

I would like to be a little bit smart but still be silly

I'd like to look nice with curly hair.

Ideal wedding 

I have a toss up on a beach or church wedding.

I would invite our close friends and family 

I would love to have 3 bridesmaids and 1 Pageboy

My first dance would be The Heart Never Lies by McFly and I would put my foot down at that because that is one of my all time favourite songs

I would have a big night do with everybody, I'd also have a DJ for it but if I married someone famous (in my dreams) they could sing if they was a singer for a few minutes 

For my wedding dress it could be white or if I could I would alter my prom dress as I really like that..

I'd have roses as my flowers I walk down the church with.  

Ideal first,second and third date

1st. I would love to go out for a candle lit meal and get to know our selfs.

2nd. Picnic, near a lake with fairy lights on the lake would be a little rowing boat and it would take us to our actual destination where the picnic would be..

3rd. Paris..

Ideal school/college

For fandoms I would have it JUST for fans of certain bands or singers and nobody else. You would have to answer questions about them to get in and if you get over 5/20 you get in..all your lessons would be is English,Maths,History,ICT,PE and Georgraphy and music and a lesson on that certain band/singer. 

You would start at 9.30 and Finish at 3pm

Reality- NO bullying if you do bully you get kicked out and put in another school like a flash.

No Facebook or phones in lesson EVERYBODY'S phone must go to the front of the class and when you have finished class you can have it back 

And you'd have choices on what lessons what wanted to do

You'd start at 9 finish at 3.30

Ideal village

My ideal village would be for fandoms, you would have to live with 5 fans who you can get on with. 

There would be shops,post office and a park and ponds

And a little hall for your favourite band/singer to perform in twice a month 

Ideal lifestyle 

Plenty of money, big house and perfect family.. I'm not too fussed to be honest 

Thanks for reading see you next week

P.S

NEVER SAY NEVER

I Hate Being Let Down

So the title of this might not seem relevant to this, but you'll have to read to the end to see why I have put it.. 

On twitter the past few months I've seen these tweets and pictures saying that a few years ago they didn't see their lives been changed by that certain person or band. And I can actually relate to this. 

11 years ago a band (McFly) randomly popped up on my tv, I remember sitting in my grandmas house watching the music tv while my grandad was out in the garden (he hated the music channel haha) that was my time to watch what I wanted. 

Anyway these 4 lads popped on to my tv with 'do do dodo do she's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair' then just like that I just fell in love with them and have done ever since! I was in primary school and I was getting bullied and one song what jumped out to me on their first album was 'not alone' the lyrics was spot on, on how I was feeling, I have seen them that many times I can't actually count on my hands and I have met them once and I just wish I could of said thank you to them on how much they have helped me through my life, but silly old me was stood there like 'yup hi'. 

JLS are another 7 years ago,when they walked through them doors at the X factor in the pastel colour tops I looked up and saw these 4 handsome men and thought they are going to be big one day and they was but although they have split up they are STILL my world, although some people might not get it, they was there when nobody else was, I also met my best friends through them!!! 

Luke Friend is another from the X factor, I looked up at the tv and saw this big haired lad with dreadlocks walk into that room and I was like who the F is this kid, I didn't think much of him at first like the auditions but when I was the live shows I was like wow this kid is going to go far as well.. I can see him being big this year... I hope he gets a record deal because he has so much to give, if he doesn't get signed then I will personally sign him haha!!

These people honestly, made me today (sounded cheesy)

Anyway, sorry for rambling on i had a planned blog but nobody got back to me so they kind ruined it. 

See you next week. 

50 Questions

Hello, Sorry I didn't upload Friday, here's my blog from last week :) 

1.Where were you 3 hours ago?-  Probably in my bed! 

2.Who are you in love with?- Funny you should say this, because i put it on twitter the other day haha, go find it ;) @JessJLSMcFly

3.Have you ever eaten a crayon?- Probably when i was little.

4.Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?- Err, if you count Halls Soothers (pinky/purple) as pink then I should think so haha

5.When is the last time you went to the mall?- The start of January to hit the sales! Not been since!

6.Are you wearing socks right now?- Yes bed socks

7.Does your family have a car worth over £2,000? I have no idea!! Possibly 

8.When was the last time you drove out of town?- Yesterday, going to college.

9.Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?- Nope.

10.Are you hot?- Err, not really I'm in the middle of hot and cold haha

11.What was the last thing you had to drink?- Lemonade 

12..What are you wearing right now?- Black Leggings, My McFly T-shirt and a Christmas jumper... Yes a Christmas jumper in February 

13.Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?- It depends how we feel haha!

14..Last food that you ate?- Soup!

15.Where were you last week at this time?- At home 

16.Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?- Nope

17.When is the last time you ran?- Err......

18.What's the last sporting event you watched?- Winter Olympics, skiing 

19.What is your favorite animal?- Dogs :)

20.Your dream vacation?- Sun,Sea, White Sands.

21.Last person's house you were in?- My Aunties 

22.Worst injury you've ever had?- My knee cap popped out whilst playing badminton.

23.Have you been in love?- Yes 😔

24.Do you miss anyone right now?- Yes... My grandparents 

25.Last play you saw?- I haven't seen any for years..

26.What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?- Mess around with them! 😉

27.What are your plans for tonight?-  Have Tea, Sit and watch some tv with my mum then go to bed! But I think before bed go watch some youtubers haha!

28.Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?- I actually have no clue..

29.Next trip you are going to take?- No Idea..

30.Ever go to camp?- I wouldn't say that, but I have been to something like one haha 😕

31.Were you an honor roll student in school?- Probably in primary school..

32.What do you want to know about the future?- If I'm going to be happy and have a family...bit deep..

33.Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?- Perfume

34.Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?- Nope

35.Where is your best friend?- With His Partner

36.How is your best friend?- I think he's ok :)

37.Do you have a tan?- Nope, but i wish :(

38.What are you listening to right now?- The TV

39.Do you collect anything?- Not really.

40.Who is the biggest gossiper you know?- I'd probably get beat up if I said..

41.Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?- I never have! I'm good you see ;) 

42.Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?- Yes.. Try drinking coffee & tea with a straw, it's well nice.

43.What does your last text message say?- 

Mum.. Put the pork on a low light and a pan of water on 4

44.Do you like hot sauce?- Only Mild..

45.Last time you took a shower?- Today actually 

46.Do you need to do laundry?- Yes

47.How old are you?- 18 

48.Are you someone's best friend?- I hope so..that's what I keep getting told I am someone's best friend..but people have said that loads and never meant it so I have lots of trust issues..

49.Are you rich?- Nope...

50.What were you doing at 12AM last night?- In bed :)